Life | This Year and New Year

We're on the last day of 2019 and I still haven't got the chance to grasp everything that has happened to me this year.

Lots of roller coaster rides in life but still managed to live it with positivity and optimism.

I have skipped lots of Saturday posting schedule and been frequently out of the house during the weekends, that's very bad of me. 😆

I've hold off plans or to-dos in my list and I'm not sure when I will be able to do it.

Although I've undergone lots of changes this year, I'm still thankful for all the experiences and blessings I've received.

Now that I'm thinking about it and reviewing my life for this year, I'm actually unsure where I am right now. 😆

Have I made some difference from where I was before? 

Have I made some progress? 

Have I moved forward? 

Maybe?

I'm not sure.

I haven't really thought about it a lot. 

Maybe because I'm contented with what I have right now?

Could be.

I couldn't ask for more and I just want my life to be led by Him to where I should be.

But one thing is for sure, I am happy right now. 😊

There may be times that I am doubting myself or the people around me or the things that's been happening to me, but those doubts were eventually answered after some time and I am assured that everything will be fine.

That's been a cycle to me.

Today I am fine, then the next day something will happen that will make me doubt everything, then it will be fixed again, and the cycle goes on.

Maybe there's something I can do to improve that cycle and that's what's I'm discovering now.

In just a few hours, it will be a new year again, a new life to begin with.

I'm not sure what the future will bring, but who cares?

What's important is now, this very time, the present.

So live it as how you would (in a good way) and come what may. 😁

Happy New Year, everyone~! 

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